Sometimes the most important thing you can do in life is take a step back only to go over your steps once more.
Realization is a key source in our life, where we gather multiple ideas and facts about ourselves that we know only to understand ourselves more. Thats what every needs once in a while. We need to get up and work on ourselves, because being selfish can be worth wild at times. I recently have come to terms with myself and life a bit and at times it can feel like I’m missing that strive and ambition.
Writing has always been a passion to me, being able to share my story something so personal yet intriguing has always been one of the reason I could never put my pen down. Lately I’ve lacked that ambition and creativity. I procrasinate over and over wondering why I am not writing some amazing story, to only find myself looking at my computer screen multiple times a week as the cursor stands still. I can’t seem to finish a simple two hundred page story or memoir. My procrastination and lack of ambition lately has been the death of me.
So I’m realizing that I need to push myself, if i don’t try what else is there to do? At least with writing, a shitty story is still a finished story, and an unfinished story is a pathetic hot mess. I feel like I seem to be digging an only bigger ditch of things to do only never to get to them.
So now that I’ve come to terms with my pathetic bowl of procrastination, I am completely fed up and done. Ive had time to take many steps back and now I am realizing that nothing will ever get done without my partake in it. I have many wondrous ideas and stories this world needs to hear about. So I’m pursuing them.
At this very moment I am determined and thrilled to start this magnificent journey into my mind only to explore more about myself.
You never know……….I just might have to get back into realization of myself.
Always and forever.