There has always been a time in your life where everything just about caved in. You probably had doubts, loss of confidence, and didn’t expect yourself to ever be able to escape the problem you were dealing with ever. Maybe you lost someone you deeply cared for, or maybe you lost a job. You could of even been to the point of committing suicide either way you weren’t happy and believed that, that same point of your life was over and done?
I wasn’t always as confident as I am today. There was a time in my life where I couldn’t even imagine life getting better for me, I was constantly harassed and judged. I constantly felt like the purple elephant in the building, different but ashamed of being different because I was never the worlds “standard”. I had been suffering with deep depression, I constantly gained weight, and self loathed myself for who I didn’t want to accept.
Ever since I was born I had always been harassed for speaking proper, and breaking my races stereotype. There had been a point where I contemplated running away, running away from my tiny itty bitty problem that had been weighing on me for years.
The point I’m trying to explain is it will get better….Eventually! You can either make it better or allow time to pass, as it passes everything so stressful in the past will seem smaller than it was before. I now have amazing confidence and beauty in and out that I never noticed until I realized that I’m worth it. Worth the pain,hassle, anything!
So the next time you’re going through something you might believe will never pass. Trust me it definitely will, and you will just keep looking further into your future. Dream big, live life, and stay connected!
Always and Forever,